GIASELMA "osckie" Makeup And Designs

Name: Gia Selma
Birth date: June 25
Height: 1.68m
Weight: 121.2lbs
EyeColor: VeryDarkBrown
HairColor/Length: Dark Brown / Long
Attire: Casual



The identity that is me is yet to be written in every person with whom I will meet.
Those who have met me each have different versions of who I am.
This is the existence that was me when I once graced their lives with my presence but yes some things end if it was meant to end so as to instigate the person to move on and step into a more higher stand point in life or simply, to be with someone more deserving.
Ironically, some things also end to give birth to a more in depth understanding and or a more intense inter collaboration of the relationship- whatever it may be.

I thank those people who have stayed with me ever since because, at this point in time, I thank them all for their companionship which they have unselfishly given unto me. They are now my treasures, my friends.
To those who have left me in defeat- befallen unto the grounds of those who have failed, I also thank them for I will never be who the person I am today if without their exasperating and excruciating harassments which all have inevitably polished me to become the person I am today - gia.
I do believe that the way people react to you will change depending on how you interact with them.
And depending on how people will respect your presence, will also determine how you would respect them back.
I guess the aphorism; "you get back what you have given”, holds true to use here in this fast evolving physical-spiritual-materialistic actuality.

My past is but old pages of some book long forgotten and yet, images still haunt me both joyful and sad. Yet I go on writing more about who I am – becoming the better version of me.

I am not looking for anyone specifically or looking for someone in a brochure from some human meat factory because, I do believe everyone has the capacity or the possibility to become what one wants.
I am also not looking for a specific relationship as if it was some script coming from a radio station and or from the cliché melodramas of the television soap operas because, based on the impression/s of my past, a meaningful fusion in this journey we call life, only needs the simplest things: sincerity and, trust and everything after it will be possible.
If ever there will become an idiosyncratic partnership, then it will all just depend on how you both will handle the relationship to make it inconsequential and or a sublime one and along the way, never forgetting a transparent communication.
We meet people and they either become our friends and or our enemies or just strangers we encounter and leave behind.
So therefore, I cannot put who and what I am looking for in the people I will hopefully meet since because, each of them will communicate with me differently based on how they perceive the person that is me and also the ones like me and, each of their approach will also have varying outcomes based on how I would react to what kind of impulse and or stimuli they have given me.
For now, I will just take anyone who will come to me and respond accordingly and plainly.
*I am not looking for someone else because I have found someone already...

Hopeful of friendship since most of the time, in the real physical existence we all walk on to when we try to meet people, they automatically and subconsciously base and judge the person by their outside physicality and structure never re evaluating their approach of knowing what could hold more significance within the person.
This is why technology is such a blessing though sometimes it may be a curse because of the vast distances it makes us forget of but, it gives us the chance to contemplate before we say or type, it also takes-away the illusion of the eye we all befall into when we are acquainted physically to the person since with this blessing, we indulge into a more in depth communication in the form of writing thereby knowing more of the person within.
This is why I have written these.... so at a glance one will know the inner me and could perhaps, maybe or in a possibility, can think of what the consequences their actions may result...
Either way, I will give reverence accordingly.
No pretentions, no drama, only me.... You get what you see and more if you only ask the right questions.
I thank you for reaching this line, It just means that you are in some way perhaps half interested in a person such as I.
From here on, I think you already have decided on what to do.

^_^

Having all that said, I am just a Normal Person despite the preconceived thoughts about individuals who have the "sexual identity" that people like me have.
I like making paintings and or sketches when I have a silent time to myself making my imagination soar just by looking at a blank piece of clean premium grade 90gsm paper and then catching one image and pulling it into the paper until it transcends into reality and, sharing it to everyone else.
It gives me happiness sharing to other people what goes on in my mind.
Sometimes it is difficult to find words and I must admit I am not the best vocabulary junkie, so it sometimes is easier to communicate with images.
And yes images do have the power to launch a thousand emotions.
I also enjoy photography, I am just an amateur and do not own the equipment that most professionals have but I do have the drive and the passion for it, as you can see in the photos. I enjoy catching glimpses of natural things we most take for granted like, the morning dew on a common shrub, or looking at how beautiful are the textures of tree barks against the smoothness of its leaves, and or even how the light is refracted and travels through a piece of purple Swarovski Crystal on a soft velvet matt.
^_^
MAURHHHHHHHHHH. I also like making pottery or things from clay but I have long been discouraged as I could not find any place where to purchase real clay and no I don’t mean children's modeling clay. LOL.
So I think this is why I adore little oil burners and or simple candle burners made from fine clay.


Anyways anyone out there looking for or in need of a:

Make-Up Artist, - (Be who you are within.)
Hair Stylist, - (Be IN, Be LOUD, Be PROVOCATIVE)
Nail Technician, - (Acrylic Extensions anyone?)
Airbrush Artist, - ( Tshirt,Murals,Canvas,BodyPaint,Makeup )
Artist, - (Currently a Student of Fine Arts major in Painting and,
also exploring Couture Styling).

Just message, email or leave a comment for me here and I will be more than glad to accommodate.

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UPDATE:
12.30.06
-"GREEN IS THE NEW BLACK"
I think I should to get back into dieting now....

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UPDATE
03.16.07 IRRESPONSIBILITY vs. CONSCIENTIOUSNESS

"Sometimes the misunderstood ones turn to becoming chameleons, forcing themselves into becoming someone who succumbs the insatiable, unquenchable thirst of juxtaposing individuals they see 'differently' against their unreachable standards for what they perceive as 'correct' and yet it only resulted in unbelievable heights of physical augmentation that ends up becoming horrendous scientific carnivals."

I am one of them and I am not ashamed to be who I am, in fact I believe that my mistakes will help me become a better version of who I am and what I am.


Criticism can serve as a good mirror to view one's shortcomings, may it be physical or psychological but irresponsible criticism is like facing a broken mirror multiplying one single mistake into thousands of replicas magnifying one inanimate reality into a force that would become compelling for someone to befall as a victim of such irresponsibility.

I am a victim of it, and it cannot be denied that everyday it is a reality for me but I will one day emerge upon the ashes of my mistakes becoming who I am within being one with the true person that is me within this organic vessel.
This I believe is my mission upon myself and unto others; I share my talents and skills to anyone who seeks it from me...
For those who became my living canvases…
Thank you for giving me a chance to waive my wand of brushes, sponges and artistic tools upon you and give you more edge on your gracefulness in your most important dates though it may seem one sided but in fact you becoming what you were on that glorious day -with a little touch from me, also gives me simple pleasure that with my seemingly cursed existence, I did something of a worth, something that I did to make someone more happy which to me is already, a great achievement.


To everyone who became my Works Of Art, thank you so much which, ultimately flared like the rainbow after a rainy day. -...-

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